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如何心事终虚化。。。
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
7:17 AM
it's 5.30am in the morning and I'm not sleeping. Might as well blog.
two things happened today that got me thinking.
You can hate someone and drive her out of your life. But when disaster strikes, and she calls out to u, the human in you simply forgives whatever she has done and do what you think is right. I've always thought myself as someone who is unforgiving. Some might even say I'm petty. Well, I guess I surprised even myself this time.
2nd thing. Saw a mirror image of myself tonight, the person I was 6 months ago. How pathetic a man can be when he laid down all his pride just for a woman, wallowing in self pity and denial. When you see it from a 3rd person's perspective, you are like "WTF, what a spineless fucking piece of shit I must have been back then." A dear friend once said to me, women can leave you, friends can disappoint you, but there's one thing that can never change and stays with you no matter what. Your career.
A man who does not keeps his pride is not a man at all
Monday, January 01, 2007
8:14 PM
ok a brand new year. Got to make new year's resolutions that i will try but in the end will still not accomplish. Here goes:
1. Got to get back in shape. Really missed that me 4 yrs ago who can bag that ippt gold
2. More business will come in and we can celebrate the 1st year anniversary of patchwork media with a bang.
3. find money for another backpacking trip. India or Japan, here I come!
4. work on at least one more video project before i graduate.
I remembered the same time last year I had to make a painful and life changing decision. Never thought I have to go thru something similar now. God or fate, whatever u are, your timing can never be better. I'm really getting too old and impatient for this kind of things. Just hope that if it doesn't work out, I won't be diving in too deep to be hurt again.
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