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Thursday, November 02, 2006
5:50 PM
So long never blog liao. Been busy, very busy. So busy that I couldn't meet one of my best and oldest friends before he flies off, that I have to keep pushing back a meeting with another best friend even though it was me who asked him for the favour. It just feels so bad to let down the people close to you.
Bad luck has been trailing behind me this past few weeks. Lost a pencil case I liked very much. I bought another one and lost it the very next day along with my ipod and a 1gb thumbdrive I just bought in a cab, most importantly I've lost my organiser which contains all the receipts to be reimbursed as well as all my schedules and contact information. Been investing alot of time and money on my corporate projects which have not paid up yet. Also have to work extra hard to come up with the money for FYP which is going to start production soon, which means I have to neglect my school work and FYP planning even further.
What's worse, I'm feeling that my fuel is running out again. The dangerous thought of putting everything aside and not think is slowly creeping in. This is definitely not the time to shut down. Been trying to take breaks every now and then to recharge and pace myself but it doesn't seem to be working. Just not my working style. Just hope that this low period will go away fast so i can work like there's no tomorrow again.
Been really frustrated with the new D9 camera i'm using lately. Trying to understand a new camera is like trying to understand a woman. You have to go thru so much trial and error to understand it: the controls, the features, the weight, how much light it needs to give a decent picture, the capabilities and minimum focal distance of the lens. And I just simply hate it when the picture turns out bad and I know I can do so much better. Why can the focus still go off when I check the focusing like 10 times throughout the interview? Why is it still overexposed when the zebras are telling me it's perfectly fine? Now I understand why some videographers simply refuse to use any camera other than their own. Or is it just my incompetence to adapt.
on a lighter note, moved in to my new hall and met my new roommate. A very nice and friendly guy. Kind of young though. Reminds me of how I was like years back. Simply love my hall. It's not just the location near the school, but the stray cats that roam about at night. Some of them are not afraid of humans at all. You can just pat and play with it and it will not run off. I would always put my hand near the ground and the cats would come over thinking I have food in my hands. Felt very guilty that I always disappoint them so I bought some cat food and carry it with me whenever I can. But strangely, I didn't see any cats whenever I have food with me. Then one magical moment last night I saw a cat while coming back from editing. Opening the packet of tuna, I got the cat eating it from my hands. Feeling? indescribeable. My laptop case and hands reek of tuna for quite awhile. It's worth it.
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