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若说有奇缘,
如何心事终虚化。。。
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
8:06 PM
A funny thing about a person's memory is: you forget the things you want to remember and you remember the things you'll do anything to forget.
It's been almost 4 years since she has gone. I'm slowly forgeting how she looks like no matter how hard I tried not to forget. All the years of memories of being together, how I always find comfort in her arms, the smells of her cooking, the songs she sang to me to lull me to sleep, the days following her around at the market and china town. All these are slipping away from me no matter how hard I try to hold on.
On the other side, no matter how hard I try to forget her, her face always manage to force into my mind. Her voice, her scent, the touch of her hand. Everything she has ever touched, every place we have ever been together, simply forces all the suppressed thoughts and feelings back up. Alcohol helps to make it less painful. But is that the way it should be?
How do I forget? I can I not forget?
the unwanted
the story
the angels
the melody