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一个枉自嗟呀，一个空劳牵挂。
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若说有奇缘，
如何心事终虚化。。。
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
2:07 AM
Decided to start blogging after taking some blogging time off. I closed down my last blog because I found out I don't have anything happy to write about anymore. I still don't. But just feel like blogging again.
Bought a new pencil recently. A pencil is important to me as I love to write with a pencil whenever I can. I like the feel of graphite rubbing across the grain of the paper as I write. Also makes me feel secure as I can always rub away whenever I make a mistake.
If life is a book and we record what our every moment into it, wouldn't it be great if we can write our life story with a pencil? Everytime we make a wrong decision, have a bad experience, did something we regret, we can just rub it off and start from where we left off. But unfortunately, not only we can't use a pencil, we are forced to use a ink that can never be removed no matter how hard we try. What is written will always leave a mark. It'll be part of your story whether you like it or not.
Everybody has their own book, their own unique story to tell. But we always have the tendency to think that our own story is the most dramatic, everyone else's are just not as exciting. We drown in all the ups and downs (downs especially) of our own story, thinking that the stories around us are just less significant. We don't admit it, but at some level we all do.
There are also many ways in which we let others read our book. Some like to open it wide for all to see, reading everything out loud to the world. Some kept it closed and locked. Nobody gets to see it except me. Some has two versions of the same book. One to show the world, one for my eyes only. For me, which is the case for most people, I have only 1 version, but everyone gets to read certain chapters of my book, some have access to more, some to less. Some have access to special sections. Only 1 has ever read the whole book, someone I should never have allowed.
Sometimes when we have made too much mistakes, we may have the urge to burn the whole book. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. And hope to start from page 1 again. But no matter what people believe and what religion says, there's no assurance that you can get a new book. And fortunately it's that fear of the unknown, that we may never get to write again that stops us from doing it.
What has been written cannot be erased, no matter how much u wished and wished. I am the one who wrote it, I only have myself to blame. Although what you have written affects what you are going to write, you have no choice but to just accept that it's never going to go away. Time to close that chapter, lock it away, and start a new one.
the unwanted
the story
the angels
the melody